I am LOVE ..... (pOst 11)

I AM LOVE. I LOVE MYSELF. I AM IN GRATITUDE FOR MYSELF. I AM GRATEFUL FOR WHO I AM. MY LIFE IS PERFECT WHERE I AM AT. I KNOW THAT I HAVE TO BE HERE IN ORDER TO LEARN WHAT I AM HERE TO LEARN. I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR MYSELF. I AM LOVE. I AM GRATITUDE. 


In this post, I would like to talk about Gratitude and self love issues. I sometimes go online to listen to other spiritual teachers and inspirational speakers. Few years ago, I watched a video online about how Gratitude can attract abundance. I have been practicing these amazing techniques for a few years now. The more you stay in Gratitude, the more you are receiving from the universe. It is like Gratitude attracts more things to be grateful for. So I had many amazing manifestations in my life. Some of these manifestations shocked me. The only one thing that I struggled with for a very long time was my expectations from me. I wanted some changes in myself that weren't coming to me. The struggle went on for years. I had amazing manifestations with finances, soul healing business, traveling, family, health, romantic relationship and much more except this personal transformation. I had a breakthrough this year. I saw I was not in Gratitude for myself. I was grateful for everything else except me. I was so hard on myself that it is unbelievable. I can't even imagine being hard on another person like I am with myself. I was always looking at my shortcomings, my inability to do certain things, critiquing my own behaviors, self doubting, and much more. I forgot that I need to be in Gratitude for who I am. 

Recently I received a message from heaven, that when I am sad with something about myself, instantly go into Gratitude for being a student and disciple of Master Sha. It is one of the highest honors to be Master Sha's student.This will self transform my blockages. This will actually bring me up to what I want from myself in my life and how I want myself to be. The changes will come automatically that will be an expression of my true self. I am practicing this more. I am seeing so much good in me and also things that need to be transformed. I am constantly working on myself. Rather than putting myself down for something that I should have done differently, I do a practice to make it better so I can achieve the things that I want. I do not hesitate to ask forgiveness now if it is going to make me the person I want to be. Years ago, I received a message from Guan Yin to give myself chances and start all over again. This Buddha of Compassion said to never give up. This wisdom has saved my life because I was highly suicidal before I met Master Sha. I will continue to share in the next post my journey of having suicidal thoughts and how they were connected to self love issues but please give yourself chances. Transform all that blocks you to love yourself. Transform all that blocks you to have gratitude for yourself. If you have to, start all over again, everyday. Please don't give up. 

I love you all so much. Please Post a comment and receive a healing for "HAVING GRATITUDE FOR THE SELF". Thank you for being part of my journey.