I am LOVE ..... (pOst 10)

I AM LOVE. I AM LOVE. I AM LOVE. I AM LOVE. I AM LOVE. 

In this post, I would like to share another pattern related to self love issues that I became aware of last year. I felt I was being very judgmental about certain things in others. There were very specific things. I didn't want to be judgmental anymore so it pushed me to dig deeper as to why certain things bothered me in others. With some Heaven intervention, my discovery was shocking. It was the same things that I didn't like in me. Then a few other patterns showed up. I was bitter about some things in my partner. Again, as I experienced, I was bitter to myself for the same things in me. As I was becoming aware, I was doing some deep healing work on these patterns and issues. The healing went very deep and I felt a very profound shift. One day soon after, I discovered I was having really hard time forgiving some behaviors that I observed in a group of people whom I had high expectations from. For a long time I kept justifying not forgiving these particular group of people saying that, of all people, they should know better. Again with heaven intervention, I saw that the exact same pattern was in me for me. I have a high expectations from myself because I also belong to this particular group of people. I am really struggling with self forgiveness issues for few years now. All the recent Heaven guidances were to forgive myself deeper. With this you can see how we are really giving what we have in ourselves. So if you are not loving yourself, there will be always some people that you can't love. You might justify somehow why these people are not lovable. Also you might figure that those are the same reasons why you don't love yourself. If you trying achieve the level where you want to love all souls unconditionally, you might want to start working on yourself right away. It is vital to work on ourselves, and to keep working on ourselves. It is a life long journey of work. We are always projecting our inner self onto others. So we have wonderful teachers around us that can really show what needs to be healed in us. Keep observing and keep healing until you are pure love. :)

Today I would like to offer a blessing for developing deeper love for yourself. I love you all. I wish for all of you to have so much Love for yourself that you can truly share with all souls. Imagine Mother Earth then. THANK YOU FOR BEING PART OF MY SOUL JOURNEY. I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU ALL.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 9)

"I AM LOVE. I OFFER UNCONDITIONAL LOVE TO MYSELF. I OPEN MY HEART TO MYSELF. I OFFER MYSELF ALL THE OPPORTUNITIES TO HEAL. I AM LOVE."

In this post, I would like us to do some healing work for opening our hearts to ourselves. I have been doing lots of healing work to open my heart to everyone else except me. Some time ago, I became aware of this pattern in me. I was almost in awe with this insight. I started to do some healing work on myself to open my heart to myself. I had a profound experience the first time I offered myself healing. I felt my heart chakra opening. I felt the experience physically. My body felt like it was in shock. I literally said, "Oh I can open my heart to myself ?"

Please receive healing from Master Sha's video below. Make a request to open your heart to yourself so you can let all the blessings in. So the patterns that are working in you start to shift even deeper. I love you all so much. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 8)

In this post, I would like to to do some healing work on the patterns related to self love that are affecting you. If you have not yet determined your patterns, its ok. We will make a request to heal whatever blocks us from loving ourselves. I am posting a powerful healing video of Master Sha below. Make a request and listen to this video at least 5 times. Please share your experience in the comments. 

In future posts, I will continue to share about a few more patterns that I had. I will add some practices of 10 Da's (Greatest Love, Forgiveness, Compassion, Light, Humility, Harmony, Flourishing, Gratitude, Service and Enlightenment) in the future posts. I will talk about 10 Da's and how we can offer these beautiful qualities to others and ourselves. 

Continue to love yourself. Love you all. 

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 7)

In this post, I would like to share about another sign that you are not loving yourself. Once you are aware of the signs, you can definitely heal. Offer yourself a healing or do a practice from Master Sha's books. The patterns will shift for you. The first thing is to become aware of your own patterns. I am going through one pattern myself which I am going to share in this post. 

Do you always have some projects and things that you always wanted to do and know that will make you happy? And for some reason you either can't finish them or can't seem to start them? Well this is a sign that you are not giving yourself an opportunity to be happy and successful. I had a few projects that I would love to do and have been procrastinating for years. Some projects I have not started for almost all my life. I have the time. I have the opportunity. I have the finances. On some level, it doesn't even make sense why I would deprive myself from this joy. In the background, there is this pattern that has been playing for me for a very long time that "I am not forgiving myself. I don't deserve this happiness. I am not worthy. I don't deserve the success". 

I am starting to work on most of my projects now. It could be very simple things. I will share an example. I have taken some vows to accomplish a few small tasks. Now I am on it. I just finished 3 and almost finishing the 4th and the final vow that I said I would do years ago. I am still trying to figure out some more projects. I want to feel fulfilled. I want to feel the joy of accomplishing a task. I want to contribute to this world. 

A few days ago, I became aware of a very important pattern. As I am writing these blog posts for self love, my own issues are coming up to the surface so I am so grateful for this opportunity to serve you. As I serve you, I heal. Thank you for allowing me to do so. Some projects that I have in mind are very creative. I have had these ideas for years. It could be a great contribution to humanity and all souls but I am not doing it. 

Why?

I heard a voice in me telling me I am afraid of success. I couldn't believe I had this playing in the background. I asked series of questions to myself. 

What will happen if I am successful? What happens if I accomplish these tasks? 

These questions showed me an answer. There were lifetimes that I was very successful and went off from my soul journey. I have a fear in me of losing my soul journey. I don't agree with this fear now. This fear is not valid anymore. So I am in the process of healing so I can be successful. If I am successful, I make my Master's Mission successful which is the highest blessing for my soul and my soul journey. Do you see some patterns are not the truth of your being anymore? You have evolved. If you are student of  Master Sha then you have been uplifted very high. These patterns are not your truth anymore. Don't let them hold you back. Go Shine. Be successful. 

Please share if you feel you have these patterns. I would like us all to do some healing work on them in the next post. I will include some of your patterns. We can chant together to shift a few patterns. We have hope because Master Sha is here on Mother Earth. We have hope because we have all the tools to heal and be successful. I don't even know how to thank my Master anymore. I am touched everyday. I cry everyday. I love you all. Thank you for being part of my soul journey. 

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 6)

I AM LOVE. I LOVE MY SOUL. I GIVE MYSELF GREATEST OPPORTUNITIES TO GROW ON MY SOUL JOURNEY. THIS IS TRUE SELF LOVE.


In this post, I would like to share about a misconception I had about self love issues and service. I had this misconception for years. In 2012, I became aware of my self love issues in a powerful way. I knew something wasn't right with what was going on in my life. There were some patterns that started to get more and more intense. I am so grateful to Master Sha for the countless blessings, healings, and abundance of wisdom and knowledge that helped me survive all the testing started since 2012. The struggle came for me when I heard "give your life to others". I felt this was not loving myself if I give my self away. Very recently, I received a AHA.

SERVING OTHERS IS ACTUALLY BIGGEST SELF LOVE.

You may ask how?

What happens when you serve? You receive virtue that helps to make your life better. So if you are not serving you are not giving yourself an opportunity to make things better in your life. When you truly serve from your heart and soul with everything you have, then you receive huge amounts of virtue that will make your life even better. When you give your life to serve, the blessings are unlimited. If I love myself, then why would I want to deprive myself from this opportunity. 

When this understanding came, I had some deep regret for the missed opportunities. I know at the same time that I had to learn my lesson in this way. My life is designed in a way for me to learn the lessons that I am here to learn so I am grateful. Give your self the greatest opportunities to serve so your life may get better and better. Serve because this is the best thing to do for your soul, don't think that others should respond to your service or should give you back respect, glory and recognition. Don't be attached to the outcome. The moment you offered great service through your speech, thoughts and actions, the virtue is coming to you to bless your life. Why do you want something in return from the others when you are already receiving the best gift for your soul journey. Just you do your best, and leave the rest. :)

I love you all. Thank you for being part of my soul journey. 

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 5)

I AM LOVE. I LOVE MYSELF SO MUCH THAT I HONOR MYSELF WITH EVERY OPPORTUNITY I CAN POSSIBLY GET. I LOVE MYSELF. I AM LOVE.

In this post, I would like to share about honoring yourself and others with things that you already have. I had a very unusual pattern that has been playing in my life since I started to comprehend this world which is SAVE THE BEST FOR LATER. I learned this pattern from my family growing up. If you are saving the best things for later then the best things always stay somewhere in the future. Make sure if you have something that you can enjoy right now, enjoy it. I learned in my childhood to save the best clothes for later. Guess what? I grew out of all my best clothes and never got to enjoy them. I have played this pattern not just with clothes but purses, jewelry and opportunities. So if you have something, please enjoy it now. It was a bit unsettling for me when I started to do this but guess what happened? I stopped hoarding and new things started to come into my life. I was giving the universe a message that I'm using what you are giving and I am so grateful. So this attracted more good into my life. If you are not using things anymore, please give them away. In this way you get to serve and also allow more to come in. Honor yourself with the best things. If you go shopping and you like something expensive, please honor yourself sometimes with what you like rather than looking at the price tag and seeing what is cheap. This is also a message that you are giving to the universe that I don't need more. I can settle with what I have. If you honor yourself, it will just grow. This has been my experience so far. Honoring yourself is deeply connected with self love issues. If you feel somewhere you are not worthy, most probably you will have similar patterns.

Master Sha shares "What you chant is what you become". Today Chant with me.

"I HONOR MYSELF. I OPEN MY HEART TO ALL THE GIFTS AND GOODS OF THIS UNIVERSE. I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY AND ABUNDANT. I ENJOY MY LIFE WITH MUCH MUCH GRATITUDE. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING."

I will offer a special healing for "Honoring yourself more". Please post a comment on the blog and receive. I can't wait to see you shining and honoring yourself more and more. May you move forward and honor yourself. I love you all. Thank you for being part my soul journey. 

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 4)

I AM LOVE. I AM OFFERING GREATEST LOVE TO MYSELF. I AM HEALING SO DEEPLY.  LOVE MELTS ALL BLOCKAGES  I FORGIVE OTHERS AND MYSELF FOR ALL THE BLOCKAGES IN MY LIFE. I LOVE MYSELF. I AM HEALING SO VERY DEEPLY. I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS FROM OTHERS TOO. I AM LOVE. I AM HEALING ALL MY SELF LOVE ISSUES.

Again I have to remind you that for you to experience any negative emotions and thoughts, there could be many types of Karma working together to contribute to a particular blockage. For example, if in my past lifetime I have created jealousy among a group then there could be potentially some personal karma related to the feeling of jealousy blockage in this lifetime. If one of my ancestors tried to create jealousy in a group then I also could potentially carry some ancestral karma related to jealousy.  If any time in my soul journey I was the victim of jealousy, I could carry a negative memory that could also contribute to the blockage in this lifetime. To work on all aspects of the karma, a forgiveness practice is a must. To heal any type of blockage, a forgiveness practice is a must. To heal self love issues, a forgiveness practice is a must. Forgiveness practice should be a daily practice. I will lead a forgiveness practice now.

Dear Soul Mind  and Body of all the souls that my ancestors and I have ever hurt or harmed in any way especially by causing any negative emotions and thoughts. I love you, honor you and appreciate you.
Please forgive me and my ancestors for our mistakes.

Dear Soul Mind And Body of the all the souls who created negative emotions and thoughts in me. I love you, honor you and appreciate you all so much. Thank you for the lessons. I forgive you completely and unconditionally.

Chant Divine Love and Divine Forgiveness for 10 minutes.

At the end say Thank you 3 times and Gong Song 3 times. Gong Song means Return respectfully.

Please share your insights after the practice. 

I love you all. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 3)

I AM LOVE. I SPEAK LOVE. I AM LOVE. I SPEAK LOVE TO MYSELF. I AM LOVE. I SPEAK LOVE TO OTHERS.

The first step to healing self love issues is to stop talking negatively to yourself about yourself. Stop in the moment when you become aware of it. Transform your negative self talk to loving and positive self talk. I also include a quick forgiveness at times whenever I fInd myself talking negative. Again I am going to use the examples of Jealousy and Comparison but you can replace these issues with any other issues that you are experiencing. Whenever you feel jealous and have the need to compare yourself with others, say the following. Talk to yourself like you are talking to a child with your greatest love. Be kind to yourself. Sooth yourself. 

"I offer myself my greatest love. I know why I feel jealous and I know why I feel the need to compare myself to others (Name) because I have not loved myself enough. Now, I can finally heal. I love myself. I love myself. I love myself. I am Love. I am Love. I am Love. Because I am in love with myself, I can't help loving others. I am filled with love. I love myself. I love others. There is no need of these negative emotions and thoughts anymore. I am in love with myself."

The jealousy and the comparison feelings started to shift for me almost instantly when I said these words to myself. These words just flowed out of my mouth.  I am so happy to say that I have not felt jealous after that. It was then I realized that jealousy is a self love issue. Rather than beating yourself over being negative with any issue, please give yourself love.  There is lack of love in order for any negative emotion or thoughts to exist. Yes, everything is Karma but in this lifetime the negative emotions were triggered by someone or something. The circumstances are created by your karma for the lesson to come up but then what do you do with it? You can continue experiencing negativity or you can learn to transform it. You have felt rejected sometime in your life to have certain negative emotions or thoughts. You have felt less than others and wished to be someone else to be accepted. Your mind has learned certain way of being in this lifetime from your experiences so you just have to talk to your mind again and give your greatest love. If you keep being hard on yourself for these negativities you feel, the issue won't heal. Master Sha says 'Love melts all blockages'. This is it. You need your own love too. If for some reason you cannot shift or transform on your own, then get a healing service. Do a practice to shift this from Master Sha's book. Please seek help from any of the Divine Channels. 

Please learn from my mistakes. I was really really hard on myself this lifetime. If you keep being hard on yourself then you can create negative karma and deeper lessons. Some people in some cultures punish themselves for their sins by depriving themselves from food and other things. I have seen a group of people from a specific culture that does self harm to repent for their sins. This will just create deeper lessons which might take a long time to heal. I received a message from heaven that I was losing virtue by being too hard on myself. It is same as when you love others, you create good virtue. When you love yourself, you also gain virtue. When you are kind to yourself and others, it is a very good service. Always remember that you are also God's child. You come in the all souls too. When the saints said love everyone, I am pretty sure they also meant yourself.

Today, I will like to offer a healing blessings to everyone who posts a comment on this blog for having loving speech for the self. I love you all so much. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 2)

I AM LOVE. When I truly believe in this, I heal deeply. There is no need to compare myself with others anymore.  I can feel the completeness of my soul and soul journey. I can feel my uniqueness and at the same time oneness with all. In this condition of love, I am not jealous anymore because I am so loved for who I am. There is no need for any negative emotions or thoughts. I love myself deeply.

I am using jealousy and comparison to others as examples because I have experienced these emotions and thoughts a lot, but you can replace these words with anything that you have experienced. It could be competition issues, recognition issues, power struggles, greed, struggling to be happy for others, not letting others shine, and more.

There could be so many reasons to have a particular blockage in life. For example, The jealousy and comparison issues could come from many types of Karma like personal, ancestral, mental, emotional, and more. Once you have healed the major types of karma, if you still feel some patterns remain, then please look into self love issues. Ask yourself,  "Do I have self love issues?"

For me the answer was "Yes". I have received many, many karma cleansing services which were amazing. And with the exception of few patterns, everything else is healed. Thanks to Master Sha and Heaven for all the healing that I have received. I was wondering for a long time why some of the patterns are coming back. I am so grateful that Heaven helped me to see the reason. Lately, all my blockages are around self issues. Whenever I receive any guidance from anyone, the blockages end up being around  Self love and forgiveness again and again.  I just knew that I have to work deeply to heal these issues. These issues started the moment I was born.  My father loved me but everyone else in the family wanted a baby boy. Some deeper issues developed for others reasons that maybe I'll share in the future. I wanted to be someone else. I didn't want to be me. I wanted to be my sister growing up. I wanted to even look like her. Heaven will give us lessons and blessings according to our own soul journey. It has nothing to do with others but I kept wishing to become others for a very long time. A big part of my journey in this lifetime is about discovering myself and my power regardless of what I have been through and what people have to say about me. I am called to discover my true self. I am called to see who I am in my soul. I am called to step into my true soul power. I am in awe with what I am discovering now. When you become your highest self, the service, love and forgiveness  you can offer from that place is beyond comprehension.

Today, I am going to start by chanting for you all who post a comment on this blog. This chanting will be a blessing for starting a new life with loving yourself. Tomorrow I will share what I did to heal Jealousy and Comparisons further. The moment you acknowledge what needs to be healed in you, the healing starts. So don't be afraid to admit what you feel in your heart and soul. If you don't have these feelings and thoughts, it's perfect. You are very blessed. I am truly happy for you. We are all connected. One heals and everyone receives the benefit. Remember that you are unique with unique qualities and on a unique journey yet part of everything that exists. Truly I am in awe, everyday.

I love you all. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 1)

Hello again!

I am so honored to write a series of blog posts called "I AM LOVE" for a month. In these posts, I will be writing about:

• Self-Love, 
• Self Forgiveness, 
• Self Compassion, 
• Self Trust, 
• Self Confidence, 
• and more. 

I was guided by Heaven to heal these aspects and share the learnings, teachings and practices with others to help to heal the same issues. I have been consciously trying to heal this part of me for almost 4 years. I feel layers have been healed, but there is much more to go.

I would like to share a profound experience that I recently had in one of Master Sha's advance retreats. Master Sha usually offers Divine treasures for healing to all the retreat participants. In order to receive these Divine Treasures, one has to be approved by either Master Sha or his senior disciples. Some people can be approved all the time and some seldom. The approval system depends on many aspects like purity, love, forgiveness, service, karma, spiritual testing and more. For different people the reason could be different for being selected or not. The guidance is given by Heaven. I used to get approved for everything and after some intense testing I had to really go deeper in my forgiveness in order to be approved.

In the recent retreat, I started to do my forgiveness practice right away. I went very deep. I felt I worked hard. I was bowing down and crying. I asked for forgiveness for everything possible. Any soul that I have ever hurt or harmed in this lifetime and past lifetimes. I went to the extent of thinking about little things and asking forgiveness. I was sitting with another Divine Channel who I am not going to name to respect this beloved one. I saw this Divine Channel was not working hard like me but was in total ease and love. I would look at this Divine Channel and my heart would fill with the most beautiful form of love. This Divine Channel was constantly emanating profound love. This Divine Channel did practices and listened to the teacher and sometimes would say a few sweet words to me. I was in total awe. Next, Master Sha announced a beautiful Divine Treasure and asked all the Divine Channels to come up for approval. Many Divine Channels weren't approved including myself but the Divine Channel sitting near by me was approved. I was just shocked. Heavy in my heart, I came back to the my seat. Near tears, I closed my eyes and asked Heaven. What am I not doing right? I really worked hard. What did I miss? then this absolutely loving voice said "My daughter you forget to love yourself". My jaw dropped. Feeling heavy, I got up and left the room to go for dinner. I felt so sad. The sadness was so deep that I felt disoriented. I felt like I missed this point all my life. I became even harder on myself. For so long, I have been wondering what is going on with me. Heaven helped me to come out of this testing in an amazing way which is another story. I was guided by heaven to go rest in my room that day.

I woke up to much clarity. I started to practice Self-Love in that moment. Afterwards, I was approved for so many things in the retreat which had not happened for a very long time in this way. I became friends with the Divine Channel sitting near me. I could feel a profound level of self-love from this Divine Channel. I have been learning so much from this Divine channel ever since. I knew Heaven was helping me by arranging us to sit together. I felt high level of joy. I felt this strength in my heart and soul that I have not experienced before. I couldn't believe how loving yourself can bring this amazing light forth. I will share in future posts that what you deprive yourself from when you don't love yourself. Shocking realizations came to me. It is like this missing puzzle piece of my soul journey was revealed to me. All of the sudden, I feel connected to everything because I connected to myself.

Today, repeat to yourself, "I am Love". Keep chanting this phrase. This will stir up some emotions. In the beginning when you are saying it, you won't even believe it if you have deep self-love issues but just keep saying it to yourself that you are love. Share your experiences. We will start the healing work in the next post. So whatever starts to happen for you, know that you are embarking a journey to love yourself unconditionally. You are going to heal. It is not easy at times because the patterns are so deep, but we have Master Sha and all the tools that he brought to Mother Earth. We can do it.

I am so grateful that Heaven showed me where I have to work. I can see now that these issues are the root cause of many many blockages in life. I want to heal this and I want to help you all to heal this too.

I am so honored to participate in your healing if you allow me. I love you all so much. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.