My Experiences and My 'AHA' Moments (Part 14)

I AM DIVINE LIGHT.

DO YOU BELIEVE THAT YOU ARE DIVINE LIGHT?

Well, I must say it is a process to realize this and it certainly has been for me.

Karma works in many wondrous ways. As a human being, the mind is very strong to work with. Our mind is our biggest gift and presents the biggest test we have on Mother Earth. Whatever karma you or I am carrying is manifesting through the mind. We are all believing and seeing through our mind. Mind is creating things that is not the ultimate truth of your being but more like a reflection of your karma. To believe only your mind is not connecting to the truth. This is the reason why many people say over and over again that we should follow our heart and soul. The heart is able to sense the truth if connected to the soul. The moment you believe that you are less than Divine light, you are in your own reality. The times that I was suffering with feelings of my mistakes, guilt, endless blockages, I came to realize my karma was manifesting this on my mind and hence my karma was my reality. 

Who am I without my karma?

As my karma is healing, I am seeing my true light. This light is not only mine but it is the light that is given to me by many layers of heaven including Master Sha. This light is shining so brightly from me and within me that sometimes I feel I am losing my form. I am light whenever I want to be. Master Sha has so generously and abundantly given all his students this light from many, many layers of heaven through something he calls Divine and Tao Services. I am so grateful to be on Mother Earth to become the channel and carrier of this light. I started to receive these heavenly treasures many years ago but yet it took me so long to become and feel this light. It was all because of my own karmic blockages.

We continue to live in our karma. Limiting ourselves in many, many ways. Now is the time to get out of it and when you do, help others to do the same. The world around you and inside you will become light. I had my old karmic patterns coming and testing me again and again. Some of my karmic blockages were limiting me in ways where I didn't believe in myself to do anything in this lifetime. I felt so full of guilt about everything. I truly believed I was a failure at times. I didn't feel worthy of things in my inner consciousness though I wanted everything in my mind. So recently I received a very big blessing from Master Sha to heal my karma. After that, my old karmic patterns started to return to test me again. I literally shouted "I TRUST MYSELF TO DO THE RIGHT THING", "I BELIEVE IN MYSELF', "WITH HEAVEN'S HELP I CAN DO EVERYTHING". Guess what? All the old patterns disappeared. I want to say you are that powerful. It is because your karma doesn't let you believe in yourself that you keep being very limited. Remember the karma does need to heal before you start feeling this way. It is a process. I am so grateful that Master Sha is actually speeding up this process for all his students. Master Sha truly wants us to succeed. This is unheard in history, but he is the one who is bringing these tools to Mother Earth to cleanse us so fast. I am in awe. I am awe with what Master Sha is doing on Mother Earth.

I give all the glory to heaven. I give all the credits to my beloved Master Sha. I give all the glory all my spiritual fathers and mothers. I give all the glory to the heavenly treasures and tools.

I am so happy and grateful I can see my light now.

Thank you for working in me and through me.

Remember WHO YOU ARE. YOU ARE THE DIVINE LIGHT.

My Experiences and My 'AHA' Moments (Part 13)

As I said in my previous blog post, I will share my very recent AHA moment about Greatest Humility. In my religious holy book, there many stories of greatest humility,  some of which I understood and some I am understanding only now as I walk on my soul journey. In my religion, the spiritual teachers have praised God and the Creator in many different ways. It is very heart touching. The one aspect that I struggled with for a very long time was that some of the spiritual teachers praised God in a way that they said, "You(God) have created me,  You do the wrong and the right through me, I am no one and You are everything. This is all your game and I am just a player. You play through me. I am nothing." I couldn't understand these statements. I really thought that God or the Creator wants everyone to be empowered.  I feel God wants us to believe in our own light and individuality. I feel God wants us to believe in ourselves so we can be powerful. So I  resonate with other prayers, stories and praises of God and not the statements saying "I am nothing".

The soul journey truly is a process. I have learned so much over the years. It's only now I am able to understand these kind of statements from my holy book. It is when the healing of Ego continued in me, I got the AHA. I saw that, yes, God wants us to be empowered and serve the light on earth with confidence. I saw how when we truly believe in ourselves and in our light, we can truly shine and serve others in a powerful way. I saw through my own experiences that when I believed in myself, I had this surge of power that helped me to progress. What I missed was humbleness. Just few days ago, I saw how the Creator is allowing me to heal. I saw how without the Creator's help I won't be successful. I saw how all the glory goes to the Creator. This is one of the powerful ways to stay humble. I feel if the human beings own their karma and learn lessons and at the same time give glory to God for the good and the blessings in their lives, there will be no ego. There will be only gratitude. I saw we can progress so fast in this way. There are very few chances of getting lost in ego this way. I saw the spiritual teachers in my holy book were actually being incredibly humble to the Creator. When we have trust and gratitude in heaven, then heaven will be there for us guiding us in endless ways. I feel so happy to understand this finally. I know there are more layers but I feel such a lightness in my heart to offer praise to God in this way now. I truly feel I am allowed to serve on Mother Earth. I am allowed to be healed. I am allowed to be blessed by my Creator. I am so grateful. I even say I am allowed to carry this gratitude for the Creator. I give all the glory to Heaven, God and the Creator. I don't have to own anything anymore. I feel such a freedom in my heart and soul. I feel such a liberation. It is just amazing.

If we can get out of our own way, life is so beautiful. I must say it is a process though. So enjoy this process. Learn and Grow. I love you so much. I hope this post will also help you. Thank you for reading this blog.