My Experiences and My 'AHA' Moments (Part 12)

I feel extremely blessed to have the possibility to heal very deeply this lifetime with the help of Master Sha using all the healing tools that he has brought to Mother Earth. In this blog post, I will continue to share about my recent healing experience related to subtle Ego. In my previous blog post, I shared how I learned a painful lesson with Ego which I have endless gratitude for. After learning the lesson, I became aware that I have countless layers of Ego that needs even more healing. Master Sha shares that the negative mind blockages includes Negative Mindsets, Negative Attitudes, Negative Beliefs, Ego and Attachments. I started to feel subtle layers of all these blockages in my being.

Recently, I was at one of Master Sha's workshops in Hawaii. In the workshop, many layers of karma started to come up to the surface to heal. I started to feel some heart pain and after receiving some guidance, I found out that this pain was related to not forgiving others. When I did some further soul searching, I figured once again there were some heavy ego issues. I knelt down and asked Heaven to help me. I also started to do a Forgiveness Practice so I could move through these blockages quickly.

Master Sha has created many healing tools on Mother Earth. One of the most powerful tools that Master Sha has created are the Sacred Calligraphies. At the workshop, there were ten Calligraphies displayed on the stage as the background. These ten Calligraphies represent ten Tao qualities:

• Greatest Love 
• Greatest Forgiveness 
• Greatest Compassion 
• Greatest Light 
• Greatest Humility 
• Greatest Harmony 
• Greatest Flourishing 
• Greatest Gratitude 
• Greatest Service 
• Greatest Enlightenment

I went in front of Greatest Humility Calligraphy and started to connect. I was doing a Forgiveness Practice and chanting Da Qian Bei (Greatest Humility in Chinese Mandarin). All of a sudden, I saw many Saints came out of the Calligraphy. One of the Saints said "We would like to talk to you". I was amazed and so honored to receive this guidance.

The Saint shared: "My beloved daughter, from now on look at everyone and everything as a teacher to stay humble."

In the next point, the saint shared:" My daughter, sometimes you have to be quiet and listen more to others".

In the 3rd point this Saint shared: "My daughter, don't offer your guidance freely, wait for people to ask you. Some are not ready to hear the guidance hence they won't follow it which creates karma. In a group, if you are freely offering guidance, you don't come across as a humble servant unless you are in the position of a Teacher or a Master." 

I received an AHA moment with this guidance. I saw my mistakes. I was so grateful for this guidance and I bow down in greatest gratitude. I felt right away that this was not the end and that I will be guided further.

I received much healing for my mind blockages on this trip to Hawaii. At the end of the retreat, my beloved spiritual Master cleared my heavy mind blockages karma. I felt such a relief in my heart and soul. I also felt this big space in my heart after the cleansing. I am so grateful for everything. A few days ago, I received a very big AHA moment and guidance on developing humility further. I will share this experience in my next blog post. I hope this blog will serve you.

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My Experiences and My 'AHA' Moments (Part 11)

In this post I would like to share my purification with subtle Ego. I am pretty sure now that I have many many layers of ego to purify. When one grows on the soul journey, the ego become very subtle and undetectable.

I was facing some challenges with a few souls where I felt I was right. Maybe from some perspective I was right but the intensity of resistance with these souls was very high. No matter what I say, these souls would not see where I was coming from. This struggle grew over the next few weeks to the point where I started to have anxiety attacks. I could not fathom that these souls won't hear me. Soul world was giving me many signs to transform the resistance but I really thought I was right and the other souls had to look into their hearts. I tried so many things to forgive these souls, I would  succeed for a day and then I would remember the hurt again and again.

Finally the soul world had to intervene with a hard teaching for me, which brought me right out of this whole ego driven situation.  I will put the learning in a point form. I hope this will help you to recognize the subtle ego.

1.     DON’T FOCUS ON OTHERS' BEHAVIORS TOO MUCH. IF THEY ARE DOING SOMETHING WRONG, THE KARMA WILL TAKE CARE OF THAT. YOU DON’T WORRY. HEAVEN IS MOST FAIR.  

2.     ALWAYS LOOK INTO YOUR OWN HEART FOR TRANSFORMATION. IF THE PAIN IS IN YOUR OWN HEART THEN YOU NEED TRANSFORMATION

3.     EVEN IF YOU FEEL YOU ARE RIGHT IN AN ARGUMENT, JUST DROP IT.  DROP ALL THE KARMIC DRAMA, AND DO THE RIGHT THING, WHICH IS LOVE AND SERVICE.

4.     DON’T GO IN CIRCLES THINKING THIS AND THAT.  DROP IT ASAP. 

5.     SEE THE OPPORTUNITY AND EXPRESS YOUR GREATEST GRATITUDE FOR THE DEEPER TRANSFORMATION.

I hope these above points will help you. I learned these points in a very painful way. Now I just drop the karmic drama all together and do the right thing.  I do forget this learning at times but my soul reminds me because I have learned in such a painful way. The day heaven give me hard teachings, I went into my room and cried. I was able to do a flow from Heaven and I was told my life was saved through the hard teachings because I could have got lost in my ego. I made a huge jump in my soul journey that day. I am very very grateful for this opportunity today. I can see heaven’s love for me now. I am so happy. 

I would like to offer a blessing to everyone who will leave a comment on this post for recognizing ego in your life. This is vital for your soul journey.  Once we are aware of our blockages, they can easily transform through practices, healing and blessings. The challenge comes when we are not aware. I pray for the awareness of my mistakes so I may transform them always. 

Thank you for reading this blog. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.