My Experience:
Every disaster in my life brought me closer to total freedom. On Mother Earth, disasters are usually looked upon negatively. Indeed, it is painful to go through some life changing events. In my experience whenever I went through one, my mind was cleared further and my life became more aligned with my life’s purpose. Every time I felt a sense of freedom.
One of the profound experiences in my soul journey was when I was learning to let go of the obsessive thought patterns regarding my finances. I started to manage my finances when I left home and was living on my own. All my life I was given everything by my parents; when I say everything I mean everything from all my basic needs to paying for my school and college, car, travels, and even a big fat Indian wedding and much more. I didn’t have to make any financial decisions myself until the age of 24. When I moved out, I made my budget and managed my finances well. Over the last few years, I developed this thought pattern where I was constantly calculating my budget. It brought many restless days and nights to me. I couldn’t stop. During many spiritual practices, I was told to let go and relax but I couldn’t make this leap until I was forced to. I received multiple messages from the soul world regarding my finances. I started to do some spiritual practices to improve my situation. I would be fine for few days and then I would go back to these addictive thought patterns. As I kept obsessively calculating my finances, I found myself always being short. I started to worry all the time. A breakthrough healing came to me the day my purse was stolen from my car. This was the day I found myself letting go. A deep surrender came to me after this day. It was very hard to surrender on this particular day but the very next day I received a deep ‘aha’ moment. What amazed me the most was that I have been receiving abundance from the day I totally surrendered. All of the sudden, so many generous souls walked into my life. I found a way to manage my finances comfortably. I was able to travel. My family and I got together and bought a new house. I am in total awe. My spiritual teacher Dr. and Master Zhi Gang Sha talks about a spiritual law in one of his book “Success and Disaster happen at the same time”. (From: Soul Wisdom) I have personally witnessed this.
My ‘aha’ Moment
In one sentence my ‘aha’ is:
