I am LOVE ..... (pOst 24)

In this post, I would like to receive a message from the soul of Greatest Harmony for self issues. Please open your heart and receive this message.

"My dear ones, I love you deeply. I am here for you to create harmony in your being for yourself. Forgive yourself deeply in order to feel me. I work with forgiveness very closely. Allow yourself to be harmonized within yourself by deeply forgiving and then accepting yourself. Allow me to show you the natural flow of life. Allow me to show the Divine order underneath all that exists. Don't struggle with yourself anymore. When you struggle with yourself, you struggle with all. When you are in harmony with yourself, you harmonize with all. Receive a healing blessing from me to harmonize yourself further. Let me assist you in your healing. I am offering healing to every part of you. I am offering healing to every soul in you. Join hearts now. Be one. I love you all." HAO

I felt very loving energy in every cell of my body. I am so grateful to soul of Greatest Harmony. Please share your comments below. I love you all. Thank you so much for being part of my soul journey. 

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 23)

In this post, let's work with the 6th Tao Quality which is Greatest Harmony. Let's do a practice to offer Greatest Harmony to ourselves. Master Sha talks about how your inner reality is creating the outer reality. For example, if your soul, heart and mind are not aligned, then you will see that your decisions on the physical reality will be confusing. If you are not harmonized inside your body, the outer manifestation of that inner reality will reflect on the outer reality. So today let's harmonize all our organs, systems, cells, cell units, DNA and RNA so our outer reality becomes more harmonized. When you feel one in your body, you will have such experiences outside. According to Master Sha's teachings, you are a small universe which affects the big universe. If you heal the small universe, it will reflect on the bigger universe.

Lets practice now.

"Dear Soul, Mind and Body of Myself. I love you, honor you and appreciate you.
I forgive myself for anytime I wasn't love and forgiveness towards my own body to create more harmonized energy. I promise to speak with love to the parts of my body that need healing. I will consciously work to create harmony in my body. All my organs, systems, cells, cell units, DNA and RNA, I love you all. Please work together to create Greatest Harmony in my body. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you.

Dear Soul, Mind and Body of the mantra of Greatest Harmony. I love you, honor you and appreciate you. Please offer me a healing blessing to create more harmony in my body including physical, emotional, mental and spiritual bodies. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you."

Chant for 10 min
In Chinese : DA HE XIE
In English : GREATEST HARMONY

Please leave your comments below. Today, I am honored to offer a healing blessing of Greatest Harmony. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 22)

In this post, I would like to receive a message from the soul of Greatest Humility related to self issues. Open your heart and receive this message.

"My beloved ones, I love you deeply. I care for your soul journey. I care about you as a physical and spiritual being. I offer you myself so you can be uplifted to the highest realms of heaven. I was created to do so. I am the way to accomplishing your soul journey. Embody me in your soul, heart, mind and body and see the fruits of this embodiment. For the self issues, I open your heart to you. I am healing you by opening your heart. I am making you a teacher of yourself. Learn from your self issues. Why do they exist? The Ego works in many powerful ways. Some of the self issues are related to superior ego but some are related to the inferior ego. As you embody me, your hearts open to all including yourself. You are learning from everything and everyone and at the same time feeling the oneness with all. I bring you to the state of being of not becoming less and more but just being and flowing. You can flow with me. When you embody me, whatever comes your way, you will accept as a teaching.  Feel my healing now in your body. I am creating a field of healing energy. I love you so much. I am honored to serve and take you to the highest peaks of your soul journey." HAO

Please share you insights below. Leave a comment and receive a healing blessing for Greatest Humility. I love you all. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 21)

In this post, I would like to practice the 5th Tao quality:  Greatest Humility. Lets offer a healing blessing to ourselves to develop Greatest Humility.

I was searching online, and found many definitions of humility. I resonated personally with a few. The one definition I resonated with was that Humbleness means that you are always a student learning from everything. You don't think of yourself as more or less. You carry a high level of respect for all teachers in the universe. You are listening because you are silent. Humbleness doesn't mean you are less than others. These were the few teachings that I resonated with.  Master Sha talks about Ego being one of the biggest blockages on a soul journey. If we are practicing humbleness,  it can prevent any big disasters on our soul journeys through the Ego blockages. Please let me know if you know any other definitions of Humbleness or Humility. Let's do a practice for bringing humility to ourselves. 

"Dear Soul, Mind and Body of Myself, I love you, honor you and appreciate you.
Forgive me if I wasn't humble enough in this life or my all lifetimes because I know it blocks my soul journey. Today, I forgive myself deeply and start a life of humbleness. Thank you so much.

Dear Soul, Mind and Body of Greatest Humility. I love you, honor you and appreciate you.
Please bless me to develop Greatest Humility. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you."

Chant for 10 min
In Chinese: DA QIAN BEI
In English: GREATEST HUMILITY

As I chanted this mantra, I saw light going to my heart and softening my heart further. I have been seeing almost everything as Ego these days. I have known Ego as pride, wanting recognition, wanting success with any cost, putting others down with speech, thoughts and actions, wanting to be right all the time and more. Now, I have been also seeing  ego as pain, feeling like a victim, feeling less, and even thinking that I am unable to do certain things. So Ego has many faces. In my 3rd eye (spiritual eye),I see ego is intertwined with many other karmic aspects that you might not be aware of so keep working to develop greatest humility. 


Leave your comments below. I will offer a healing blessing of Greatest Humility today. I love you all. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 20)

In this post, I would like to offer a message from the soul of greatest light for self issues. Open your heart and receive this message.

"My beloved children, I love you all so much. I am so happy to share my message with you all. I am so happy to share my light with you all. I am grateful to serve with my light. Dear ones, your light shines the brightest when you believe in it. I would like to offer a message of self trust and self belief today. Humanity has a big tool that can work for them but at the same time could also work against them. This tool is your mind my dear ones. You can very easily block your light with your mind. The mind is a very powerful tool on Mother Earth. Work on your mind to believe in your own light again. You are already the light. It is your mind that thinks otherwise. My beloved ones, our light is our truth. We were created with light and we will  always be working with light. When you believe in your own light, watch what will come through you. I love you. I offer you my light as a blessing so you can believe in your own light. Trust that you are already part of the greatest light." HAO

Thank you so much beloved soul of greatest light. I was bathed in the brightest golden light as I flowed this message. My 3rd eye was filled with all sorts of different shades of golden light. I felt so happy and joyful in my heart and soul. Share your experiences. I love you all. Thank you for being part of my soul journey. 

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 19)

In this post, we will work on the 4th Tao quality which is greatest light. Lets do a practice to offer greatest light to ourselves to heal self issues.

"Dear Soul, Mind and Body of myself, I love you, honor you and appreciate you so much.
I forgive myself for all the times I couldn't shine my light for any reason. I know I am connected to light all the time. I know I am Light."

"Dear Soul, Mind and Body of the Mantra Greatest Light. I love you, honor you and appreciate you.
Please offer me a healing blessing to help me to shine my light brightly. Help me to believe in my own light. Help me to connect my light with the purest light of heaven. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you."

Chant for 10 min
In Chinese: DA GUANG MING
In English: Greatest Light

Please share your experience below. I am honored to offer a healing blessing of Greatest Light to everyone who leaves a comment below.

Thank you so much for being part of my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 18)

In this post, I received a message from the soul of the mantra of Greatest Compassion for self issues. Open your heart and receive the message:

"My dearest children, I love you all so much. I am so happy to share a message with you all related to self issues. My dear one's, true compassion for the self is when you take the right step towards your healing and expansion of soul and heart. True Compassion for the self is when you give yourself the chance to heal very deeply. True Compassion for the self is when you give yourself an opportunity to grow on your soul journey. True Compassion for the self is when you are true to yourself regardless of how it seems to the world. True Compassion for the self is when you actively work on yourself. True Compassion for the self is when you see something needs to transform and you do it. True Compassion for the self is when you don't procrastinate to make yourself joyful and peaceful. True Compassion for the self is when you believe in your inner voice. True Compassion for the self is when you look at your karmic lessons, quickly learn and move on. True Compassion for the self requires your action for the self to be healthier and happier. This is my message to your heart my dear ones. Recognize the quality of True Compassion. The moment you  learn greatest compassion for the self, the action for yourself will be the one that will make your heart and soul grow. From True Compassion, only right actions arise. Feel the power of greatest compassion. I am offering you a healing blessing now." HAO

I am so grateful to the soul of Greatest Compassion. I am in awe with this message. Everyday, I am also learning how to bring the 10 qualities of Tao in my life. I am grateful for this opportunity. 

I love you so much. May this message serves you well. Thank you for being part my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 17)

In this post, I would like to do a practice to offer 
compassion to ourselves. The 3rd Tao quality is Greatest Compassion. Let's ask blessings from the mantra of greatest compassion to develop more compassion for ourselves. 

Dear Soul Mind Body of myself, I love you, honor you and appreciate you. I forgive myself completely and unconditionally for not offering enough compassion to myself. I am so grateful for who I am. I am going to be more aware of self compassion from now on. I love myself. 

Dear Soul Mind Body of the mantra Greatest Compassion. I love you, honor you and appreciate you. Please develop greatest compassion for myself. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you.

Chant for 10 min
In Chinese: DA CI BEI
In English: GREATEST COMPASSION

Please share you insights in the comments below. I am going to offer a healing blessing Da CI Bei for everyone who post their comments below. 

I love you all. Thank you of being part of my soul journey. 

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 16)

In this post, I would like to receive a message from the soul of Da Kuan Shu / Greatest Forgiveness regarding self issues. Here is the message.

"My dear ones, I love you and honor you so much.  I am honored to share my message with you all regarding the lack of self forgiveness issue. Absence of self forgiveness can cause much suffering in one's life. The suffering could be beyond comprehension. It is like living in layers below Mother Earth. Humanity has forgotten the importance of self forgiveness. This is the reason why humanity is caught up in an endless cycle of guilt and shame. The moment you are able to forgive yourself, your light starts to shine  brightly. A soul can progress very fast by having the quality of self forgiveness. My beloved sons and daughters, I urge you to keep working on this self forgiveness issue. You will feel a high level of peace in your being. You will let go of many diseases that you hold by practicing self forgiveness. Humanity is not aware of this wisdom that some diseases in your body exist because there is lack of self forgiveness. Humanity has found a way to punish themselves through this cycle of mind blockages. Some souls hold so much guilt and shame in their bodies that the whole body is sick. Release my dear ones, release as much as you can. Forgive yourself for holding onto the disease as well. Just forgive yourself everyday. Sing to your body the songs of forgiveness so your body believes in self forgiveness again. Your body may have learned the negative messages so deeply that it will take time to completely forgive and deeply embody the wisdom of self forgiveness again. It is possible though. I love you so much" HAO

I am so touched with this message. I just had an AHA moment by flowing this message. I couldn't bow down enough to the soul of Greatest Forgiveness. 

Please take care of yourself. Please take care of your body. If you need any extra assistance to release these types of issues, please contact me on my email: avisangha25@yahoo.com. I can offer you a Crown Chakra blessing to heal your self forgiveness issues. I can offer remote Crown Chakra Blessings. Let's move together through these blockages. Let's forgive more deeply. Let's not suffer anymore. Love you all so so so much. Thank you for being part of my soul journey. 

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 15)

In this post, I would like to talk about the Second Tao Quality which is Greatest Forgiveness. I am so grateful for the existence of Forgiveness. 

This quality helps me to forgive myself for anything that I wish to be and I am not. It takes all the burdens away as it offers peace to my heart. It prevents me from being too hard on myself. I can finally surrender and accept myself unconditionally. I believe Forgiveness is one of the greatest creations of the creator. This is an aspect I still need constant healing on. So today lets do a deep forgiveness practice with ourselves and forgive ourselves deeply.

Dear Soul, Mind and Body of my heart and myself, I love you, honor you and appreciate you so much. I offer my greatest forgiveness. I forgive myself deeply and give myself a chance to be at peace with everything in my life. I forgive myself for being so hard on myself. I will try to remember to surrender to the natural flow of my life. I will try to offer myself forgiveness everyday for things that I think I could have done better or done differently. Thank you so much.

Dear Soul, Mind and Body of DA KUAN SHU/ THE GREATEST FORGIVENESS. I love you, honor you and appreciate you. Please offer your greatest forgiveness to all souls in my body. Please help me to forgive myself deeply for everything that doesn't align with the Divine. Thank you, Thank you, Thank you.

Chant for 10 minutes

In Chinese : DA KUAN SHU
In English: GREATEST FORGIVENESS

Please share your insights in the comments below. I am going to be honest and share that I am truly working on this aspect for myself still. When I have any deeper insights I will be honored to share with you all. I love you all. I would like to offer a healing blessing for greatest forgiveness for the self today. Leave your comment and receive the blessing. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 14)

In this post, I would like share a message from the soul of the Da Ai / Greatest Love for self love.

"Don't forget my children that I am here for you. When you embody me for yourself, then you can embody me for others. I can take you to the highest experience of true connection with all that exist. As you chant me, feel me in your cells. As you chant me, feel my love unconditionally running throughout your body. Yes my children, true love will start from you. Your greatest love will shine so bright when you love yourself. I offer my blessings to you all." HAO

Master Sha received the Divine soul song of love peace and harmony from The Divine in 2005.

The lines to this beautiful mantra are:

I LOVE MY HEART AND SOUL
I LOVE ALL HUMANITY
JOIN HEARTS AND SOULS TOEGTHER
LOVE PEACE AND HARMONY
LOVE PEACE AND HARMONY

I see this mantra as a road map to accomplishing the soul journey. The first line is offering love to the self and then to others. I wanted to do the opposite by loving others first and then myself. The Divine is trying to tell us something here. Please keep loving yourself. Please keep healing yourself. 

I love you all so so so much. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 13)

In this post, I would like to do some practices to offer 10 Da's to ourselves. Master Sha introduced 10 Da's qualities to his students and empowered all his students to embody and live these 10 Qualities. I was chanting to develop these qualities from last year so I can offer these qualities to others but I had an AHA moment with the help of another Divine Channel that we are also suppose to develop these qualities for ourselves. The 10 Da's qualities are Greatest Love, Greatest Forgiveness, Greatest Compassion, Greatest Compassion, Greatest Light, Greatest Humility, Greatest Harmony, Greatest Flourishing, Greatest Gratitude, Greatest Service and Greatest Enlightenment. 

Let's offer the first Tao quality to ourselves. 

Dear Soul Mind and Body of Myself, I love you, honor you and appreciate you.

Please forgive me for not loving myself. I promise from now on I will make a conscious effort to love myself. Today receive my greatest love. I love you so much. Thank you for serving me so well.

Dear Soul, Mind and Body of the mantra Greatest Love, I love you, honor you and appreciate you.

Please offer me healing blessings to develop greatest love for myself.

Chant for 10min.

In Chinese: DA AI

In English: GREATEST LOVE

I AM INCLUDING A HEALING BLESSING OF DA AI IN THIS POST. 

POST YOUR MESSAGES/COMMENTS AND RECEIVE A HEALING BLESSING OF GREATEST LOVE. SHARE YOUR EXPERIENCES. NEXT POST I WILL OFFER YOU A MESSAGE FROM DA AI / GREATEST LOVE.

THANK YOU FOR BEING PART OF MY SOUL JOURNEY. I LOVE YOU ALL.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 12)

I AM LOVE. I FORGIVE MYSELF FOR EVERYTHING. I START FRESH. I GIVE MYSELF CHANCES. I DONT GIVE UP. I AM LOVE. I AM FORGIVENESS.


In this post, I would like to continue sharing my journey with suicidal thoughts and my learnings related to Self Love issues. In this lifetime, I attempted to commit suicide twice. The 3rd time when I planned, it triggered my spiritual awakening. As you can see how hopeless I must have been to reach the point of ending my life. I felt I really hit the bottom in this lifetime. I am so grateful now for all my experiences but I will like to share my soul's perspective about having suicidal thoughts. 

In one of the Tao retreats in 2011, I was going through some dramatic healing experiences. I could see flashes of previous lifetimes. I was healing very fast with Master Sha's blessings. One issue after another was healing. In this healing process, I was in compassionate care and many healers were working on me for various different reasons. During this process, I felt my soul was so angry at me. I was kind of shocked. It was very deep self anger experience. My soul came right in front of me and said  'Why are you always committing suicide? You have blocked my growth for so long'. I could feel the anger in me and also a big disappointment. I saw in my third eye (spiritual eye) 7 lifetimes in row I had committed suicide. I would just give up. I felt not wanted, and I would just give up. I had felt like this in this lifetime too. Now I know what was the underlying pattern here. Yes everything is karma but there was this pattern of not wanting myself. I didn't like who I was and how people perceived me. Lifetime after lifetime. This is accumulation of self issues. From the self anger came self forgiveness issues. It is like I didn't wanted to accept myself. The self issues kept piling up. The suicidal thoughts went away with Master Sha's blessing and also from the guidance of Guan Yin. One time, I saw Guan Yin in my 3rd eye and she said "My daughter just give yourself chances. Don't ever give up. Give yourself time lines to heal. Start all over again, everyday." This teaching has helped me so much. I still give myself time lines if I am struggling. There is hope. We can always start all over again. Everyday I feel better and better as my self issues are transforming. 

Lets start fresh today. Lets forgive ourselves for what has happened deeply. Lets love ourselves more. I would like to offer a healing blessing for FORGIVING YOURSELF DEEPLY. I love you so much. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 11)

I AM LOVE. I LOVE MYSELF. I AM IN GRATITUDE FOR MYSELF. I AM GRATEFUL FOR WHO I AM. MY LIFE IS PERFECT WHERE I AM AT. I KNOW THAT I HAVE TO BE HERE IN ORDER TO LEARN WHAT I AM HERE TO LEARN. I AM SO GRATEFUL FOR MYSELF. I AM LOVE. I AM GRATITUDE. 


In this post, I would like to talk about Gratitude and self love issues. I sometimes go online to listen to other spiritual teachers and inspirational speakers. Few years ago, I watched a video online about how Gratitude can attract abundance. I have been practicing these amazing techniques for a few years now. The more you stay in Gratitude, the more you are receiving from the universe. It is like Gratitude attracts more things to be grateful for. So I had many amazing manifestations in my life. Some of these manifestations shocked me. The only one thing that I struggled with for a very long time was my expectations from me. I wanted some changes in myself that weren't coming to me. The struggle went on for years. I had amazing manifestations with finances, soul healing business, traveling, family, health, romantic relationship and much more except this personal transformation. I had a breakthrough this year. I saw I was not in Gratitude for myself. I was grateful for everything else except me. I was so hard on myself that it is unbelievable. I can't even imagine being hard on another person like I am with myself. I was always looking at my shortcomings, my inability to do certain things, critiquing my own behaviors, self doubting, and much more. I forgot that I need to be in Gratitude for who I am. 

Recently I received a message from heaven, that when I am sad with something about myself, instantly go into Gratitude for being a student and disciple of Master Sha. It is one of the highest honors to be Master Sha's student.This will self transform my blockages. This will actually bring me up to what I want from myself in my life and how I want myself to be. The changes will come automatically that will be an expression of my true self. I am practicing this more. I am seeing so much good in me and also things that need to be transformed. I am constantly working on myself. Rather than putting myself down for something that I should have done differently, I do a practice to make it better so I can achieve the things that I want. I do not hesitate to ask forgiveness now if it is going to make me the person I want to be. Years ago, I received a message from Guan Yin to give myself chances and start all over again. This Buddha of Compassion said to never give up. This wisdom has saved my life because I was highly suicidal before I met Master Sha. I will continue to share in the next post my journey of having suicidal thoughts and how they were connected to self love issues but please give yourself chances. Transform all that blocks you to love yourself. Transform all that blocks you to have gratitude for yourself. If you have to, start all over again, everyday. Please don't give up. 

I love you all so much. Please Post a comment and receive a healing for "HAVING GRATITUDE FOR THE SELF". Thank you for being part of my journey. 

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 10)

I AM LOVE. I AM LOVE. I AM LOVE. I AM LOVE. I AM LOVE. 

In this post, I would like to share another pattern related to self love issues that I became aware of last year. I felt I was being very judgmental about certain things in others. There were very specific things. I didn't want to be judgmental anymore so it pushed me to dig deeper as to why certain things bothered me in others. With some Heaven intervention, my discovery was shocking. It was the same things that I didn't like in me. Then a few other patterns showed up. I was bitter about some things in my partner. Again, as I experienced, I was bitter to myself for the same things in me. As I was becoming aware, I was doing some deep healing work on these patterns and issues. The healing went very deep and I felt a very profound shift. One day soon after, I discovered I was having really hard time forgiving some behaviors that I observed in a group of people whom I had high expectations from. For a long time I kept justifying not forgiving these particular group of people saying that, of all people, they should know better. Again with heaven intervention, I saw that the exact same pattern was in me for me. I have a high expectations from myself because I also belong to this particular group of people. I am really struggling with self forgiveness issues for few years now. All the recent Heaven guidances were to forgive myself deeper. With this you can see how we are really giving what we have in ourselves. So if you are not loving yourself, there will be always some people that you can't love. You might justify somehow why these people are not lovable. Also you might figure that those are the same reasons why you don't love yourself. If you trying achieve the level where you want to love all souls unconditionally, you might want to start working on yourself right away. It is vital to work on ourselves, and to keep working on ourselves. It is a life long journey of work. We are always projecting our inner self onto others. So we have wonderful teachers around us that can really show what needs to be healed in us. Keep observing and keep healing until you are pure love. :)

Today I would like to offer a blessing for developing deeper love for yourself. I love you all. I wish for all of you to have so much Love for yourself that you can truly share with all souls. Imagine Mother Earth then. THANK YOU FOR BEING PART OF MY SOUL JOURNEY. I REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE YOU ALL.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 9)

"I AM LOVE. I OFFER UNCONDITIONAL LOVE TO MYSELF. I OPEN MY HEART TO MYSELF. I OFFER MYSELF ALL THE OPPORTUNITIES TO HEAL. I AM LOVE."

In this post, I would like us to do some healing work for opening our hearts to ourselves. I have been doing lots of healing work to open my heart to everyone else except me. Some time ago, I became aware of this pattern in me. I was almost in awe with this insight. I started to do some healing work on myself to open my heart to myself. I had a profound experience the first time I offered myself healing. I felt my heart chakra opening. I felt the experience physically. My body felt like it was in shock. I literally said, "Oh I can open my heart to myself ?"

Please receive healing from Master Sha's video below. Make a request to open your heart to yourself so you can let all the blessings in. So the patterns that are working in you start to shift even deeper. I love you all so much. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 8)

In this post, I would like to to do some healing work on the patterns related to self love that are affecting you. If you have not yet determined your patterns, its ok. We will make a request to heal whatever blocks us from loving ourselves. I am posting a powerful healing video of Master Sha below. Make a request and listen to this video at least 5 times. Please share your experience in the comments. 

In future posts, I will continue to share about a few more patterns that I had. I will add some practices of 10 Da's (Greatest Love, Forgiveness, Compassion, Light, Humility, Harmony, Flourishing, Gratitude, Service and Enlightenment) in the future posts. I will talk about 10 Da's and how we can offer these beautiful qualities to others and ourselves. 

Continue to love yourself. Love you all. 

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 7)

In this post, I would like to share about another sign that you are not loving yourself. Once you are aware of the signs, you can definitely heal. Offer yourself a healing or do a practice from Master Sha's books. The patterns will shift for you. The first thing is to become aware of your own patterns. I am going through one pattern myself which I am going to share in this post. 

Do you always have some projects and things that you always wanted to do and know that will make you happy? And for some reason you either can't finish them or can't seem to start them? Well this is a sign that you are not giving yourself an opportunity to be happy and successful. I had a few projects that I would love to do and have been procrastinating for years. Some projects I have not started for almost all my life. I have the time. I have the opportunity. I have the finances. On some level, it doesn't even make sense why I would deprive myself from this joy. In the background, there is this pattern that has been playing for me for a very long time that "I am not forgiving myself. I don't deserve this happiness. I am not worthy. I don't deserve the success". 

I am starting to work on most of my projects now. It could be very simple things. I will share an example. I have taken some vows to accomplish a few small tasks. Now I am on it. I just finished 3 and almost finishing the 4th and the final vow that I said I would do years ago. I am still trying to figure out some more projects. I want to feel fulfilled. I want to feel the joy of accomplishing a task. I want to contribute to this world. 

A few days ago, I became aware of a very important pattern. As I am writing these blog posts for self love, my own issues are coming up to the surface so I am so grateful for this opportunity to serve you. As I serve you, I heal. Thank you for allowing me to do so. Some projects that I have in mind are very creative. I have had these ideas for years. It could be a great contribution to humanity and all souls but I am not doing it. 

Why?

I heard a voice in me telling me I am afraid of success. I couldn't believe I had this playing in the background. I asked series of questions to myself. 

What will happen if I am successful? What happens if I accomplish these tasks? 

These questions showed me an answer. There were lifetimes that I was very successful and went off from my soul journey. I have a fear in me of losing my soul journey. I don't agree with this fear now. This fear is not valid anymore. So I am in the process of healing so I can be successful. If I am successful, I make my Master's Mission successful which is the highest blessing for my soul and my soul journey. Do you see some patterns are not the truth of your being anymore? You have evolved. If you are student of  Master Sha then you have been uplifted very high. These patterns are not your truth anymore. Don't let them hold you back. Go Shine. Be successful. 

Please share if you feel you have these patterns. I would like us all to do some healing work on them in the next post. I will include some of your patterns. We can chant together to shift a few patterns. We have hope because Master Sha is here on Mother Earth. We have hope because we have all the tools to heal and be successful. I don't even know how to thank my Master anymore. I am touched everyday. I cry everyday. I love you all. Thank you for being part of my soul journey. 

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 6)

I AM LOVE. I LOVE MY SOUL. I GIVE MYSELF GREATEST OPPORTUNITIES TO GROW ON MY SOUL JOURNEY. THIS IS TRUE SELF LOVE.


In this post, I would like to share about a misconception I had about self love issues and service. I had this misconception for years. In 2012, I became aware of my self love issues in a powerful way. I knew something wasn't right with what was going on in my life. There were some patterns that started to get more and more intense. I am so grateful to Master Sha for the countless blessings, healings, and abundance of wisdom and knowledge that helped me survive all the testing started since 2012. The struggle came for me when I heard "give your life to others". I felt this was not loving myself if I give my self away. Very recently, I received a AHA.

SERVING OTHERS IS ACTUALLY BIGGEST SELF LOVE.

You may ask how?

What happens when you serve? You receive virtue that helps to make your life better. So if you are not serving you are not giving yourself an opportunity to make things better in your life. When you truly serve from your heart and soul with everything you have, then you receive huge amounts of virtue that will make your life even better. When you give your life to serve, the blessings are unlimited. If I love myself, then why would I want to deprive myself from this opportunity. 

When this understanding came, I had some deep regret for the missed opportunities. I know at the same time that I had to learn my lesson in this way. My life is designed in a way for me to learn the lessons that I am here to learn so I am grateful. Give your self the greatest opportunities to serve so your life may get better and better. Serve because this is the best thing to do for your soul, don't think that others should respond to your service or should give you back respect, glory and recognition. Don't be attached to the outcome. The moment you offered great service through your speech, thoughts and actions, the virtue is coming to you to bless your life. Why do you want something in return from the others when you are already receiving the best gift for your soul journey. Just you do your best, and leave the rest. :)

I love you all. Thank you for being part of my soul journey. 

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 5)

I AM LOVE. I LOVE MYSELF SO MUCH THAT I HONOR MYSELF WITH EVERY OPPORTUNITY I CAN POSSIBLY GET. I LOVE MYSELF. I AM LOVE.

In this post, I would like to share about honoring yourself and others with things that you already have. I had a very unusual pattern that has been playing in my life since I started to comprehend this world which is SAVE THE BEST FOR LATER. I learned this pattern from my family growing up. If you are saving the best things for later then the best things always stay somewhere in the future. Make sure if you have something that you can enjoy right now, enjoy it. I learned in my childhood to save the best clothes for later. Guess what? I grew out of all my best clothes and never got to enjoy them. I have played this pattern not just with clothes but purses, jewelry and opportunities. So if you have something, please enjoy it now. It was a bit unsettling for me when I started to do this but guess what happened? I stopped hoarding and new things started to come into my life. I was giving the universe a message that I'm using what you are giving and I am so grateful. So this attracted more good into my life. If you are not using things anymore, please give them away. In this way you get to serve and also allow more to come in. Honor yourself with the best things. If you go shopping and you like something expensive, please honor yourself sometimes with what you like rather than looking at the price tag and seeing what is cheap. This is also a message that you are giving to the universe that I don't need more. I can settle with what I have. If you honor yourself, it will just grow. This has been my experience so far. Honoring yourself is deeply connected with self love issues. If you feel somewhere you are not worthy, most probably you will have similar patterns.

Master Sha shares "What you chant is what you become". Today Chant with me.

"I HONOR MYSELF. I OPEN MY HEART TO ALL THE GIFTS AND GOODS OF THIS UNIVERSE. I DESERVE TO BE HAPPY AND ABUNDANT. I ENJOY MY LIFE WITH MUCH MUCH GRATITUDE. THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING."

I will offer a special healing for "Honoring yourself more". Please post a comment on the blog and receive. I can't wait to see you shining and honoring yourself more and more. May you move forward and honor yourself. I love you all. Thank you for being part my soul journey. 

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 4)

I AM LOVE. I AM OFFERING GREATEST LOVE TO MYSELF. I AM HEALING SO DEEPLY.  LOVE MELTS ALL BLOCKAGES  I FORGIVE OTHERS AND MYSELF FOR ALL THE BLOCKAGES IN MY LIFE. I LOVE MYSELF. I AM HEALING SO VERY DEEPLY. I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS FROM OTHERS TOO. I AM LOVE. I AM HEALING ALL MY SELF LOVE ISSUES.

Again I have to remind you that for you to experience any negative emotions and thoughts, there could be many types of Karma working together to contribute to a particular blockage. For example, if in my past lifetime I have created jealousy among a group then there could be potentially some personal karma related to the feeling of jealousy blockage in this lifetime. If one of my ancestors tried to create jealousy in a group then I also could potentially carry some ancestral karma related to jealousy.  If any time in my soul journey I was the victim of jealousy, I could carry a negative memory that could also contribute to the blockage in this lifetime. To work on all aspects of the karma, a forgiveness practice is a must. To heal any type of blockage, a forgiveness practice is a must. To heal self love issues, a forgiveness practice is a must. Forgiveness practice should be a daily practice. I will lead a forgiveness practice now.

Dear Soul Mind  and Body of all the souls that my ancestors and I have ever hurt or harmed in any way especially by causing any negative emotions and thoughts. I love you, honor you and appreciate you.
Please forgive me and my ancestors for our mistakes.

Dear Soul Mind And Body of the all the souls who created negative emotions and thoughts in me. I love you, honor you and appreciate you all so much. Thank you for the lessons. I forgive you completely and unconditionally.

Chant Divine Love and Divine Forgiveness for 10 minutes.

At the end say Thank you 3 times and Gong Song 3 times. Gong Song means Return respectfully.

Please share your insights after the practice. 

I love you all. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 3)

I AM LOVE. I SPEAK LOVE. I AM LOVE. I SPEAK LOVE TO MYSELF. I AM LOVE. I SPEAK LOVE TO OTHERS.

The first step to healing self love issues is to stop talking negatively to yourself about yourself. Stop in the moment when you become aware of it. Transform your negative self talk to loving and positive self talk. I also include a quick forgiveness at times whenever I fInd myself talking negative. Again I am going to use the examples of Jealousy and Comparison but you can replace these issues with any other issues that you are experiencing. Whenever you feel jealous and have the need to compare yourself with others, say the following. Talk to yourself like you are talking to a child with your greatest love. Be kind to yourself. Sooth yourself. 

"I offer myself my greatest love. I know why I feel jealous and I know why I feel the need to compare myself to others (Name) because I have not loved myself enough. Now, I can finally heal. I love myself. I love myself. I love myself. I am Love. I am Love. I am Love. Because I am in love with myself, I can't help loving others. I am filled with love. I love myself. I love others. There is no need of these negative emotions and thoughts anymore. I am in love with myself."

The jealousy and the comparison feelings started to shift for me almost instantly when I said these words to myself. These words just flowed out of my mouth.  I am so happy to say that I have not felt jealous after that. It was then I realized that jealousy is a self love issue. Rather than beating yourself over being negative with any issue, please give yourself love.  There is lack of love in order for any negative emotion or thoughts to exist. Yes, everything is Karma but in this lifetime the negative emotions were triggered by someone or something. The circumstances are created by your karma for the lesson to come up but then what do you do with it? You can continue experiencing negativity or you can learn to transform it. You have felt rejected sometime in your life to have certain negative emotions or thoughts. You have felt less than others and wished to be someone else to be accepted. Your mind has learned certain way of being in this lifetime from your experiences so you just have to talk to your mind again and give your greatest love. If you keep being hard on yourself for these negativities you feel, the issue won't heal. Master Sha says 'Love melts all blockages'. This is it. You need your own love too. If for some reason you cannot shift or transform on your own, then get a healing service. Do a practice to shift this from Master Sha's book. Please seek help from any of the Divine Channels. 

Please learn from my mistakes. I was really really hard on myself this lifetime. If you keep being hard on yourself then you can create negative karma and deeper lessons. Some people in some cultures punish themselves for their sins by depriving themselves from food and other things. I have seen a group of people from a specific culture that does self harm to repent for their sins. This will just create deeper lessons which might take a long time to heal. I received a message from heaven that I was losing virtue by being too hard on myself. It is same as when you love others, you create good virtue. When you love yourself, you also gain virtue. When you are kind to yourself and others, it is a very good service. Always remember that you are also God's child. You come in the all souls too. When the saints said love everyone, I am pretty sure they also meant yourself.

Today, I will like to offer a healing blessings to everyone who posts a comment on this blog for having loving speech for the self. I love you all so much. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 2)

I AM LOVE. When I truly believe in this, I heal deeply. There is no need to compare myself with others anymore.  I can feel the completeness of my soul and soul journey. I can feel my uniqueness and at the same time oneness with all. In this condition of love, I am not jealous anymore because I am so loved for who I am. There is no need for any negative emotions or thoughts. I love myself deeply.

I am using jealousy and comparison to others as examples because I have experienced these emotions and thoughts a lot, but you can replace these words with anything that you have experienced. It could be competition issues, recognition issues, power struggles, greed, struggling to be happy for others, not letting others shine, and more.

There could be so many reasons to have a particular blockage in life. For example, The jealousy and comparison issues could come from many types of Karma like personal, ancestral, mental, emotional, and more. Once you have healed the major types of karma, if you still feel some patterns remain, then please look into self love issues. Ask yourself,  "Do I have self love issues?"

For me the answer was "Yes". I have received many, many karma cleansing services which were amazing. And with the exception of few patterns, everything else is healed. Thanks to Master Sha and Heaven for all the healing that I have received. I was wondering for a long time why some of the patterns are coming back. I am so grateful that Heaven helped me to see the reason. Lately, all my blockages are around self issues. Whenever I receive any guidance from anyone, the blockages end up being around  Self love and forgiveness again and again.  I just knew that I have to work deeply to heal these issues. These issues started the moment I was born.  My father loved me but everyone else in the family wanted a baby boy. Some deeper issues developed for others reasons that maybe I'll share in the future. I wanted to be someone else. I didn't want to be me. I wanted to be my sister growing up. I wanted to even look like her. Heaven will give us lessons and blessings according to our own soul journey. It has nothing to do with others but I kept wishing to become others for a very long time. A big part of my journey in this lifetime is about discovering myself and my power regardless of what I have been through and what people have to say about me. I am called to discover my true self. I am called to see who I am in my soul. I am called to step into my true soul power. I am in awe with what I am discovering now. When you become your highest self, the service, love and forgiveness  you can offer from that place is beyond comprehension.

Today, I am going to start by chanting for you all who post a comment on this blog. This chanting will be a blessing for starting a new life with loving yourself. Tomorrow I will share what I did to heal Jealousy and Comparisons further. The moment you acknowledge what needs to be healed in you, the healing starts. So don't be afraid to admit what you feel in your heart and soul. If you don't have these feelings and thoughts, it's perfect. You are very blessed. I am truly happy for you. We are all connected. One heals and everyone receives the benefit. Remember that you are unique with unique qualities and on a unique journey yet part of everything that exists. Truly I am in awe, everyday.

I love you all. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.

I am LOVE ..... (pOst 1)

Hello again!

I am so honored to write a series of blog posts called "I AM LOVE" for a month. In these posts, I will be writing about:

• Self-Love, 
• Self Forgiveness, 
• Self Compassion, 
• Self Trust, 
• Self Confidence, 
• and more. 

I was guided by Heaven to heal these aspects and share the learnings, teachings and practices with others to help to heal the same issues. I have been consciously trying to heal this part of me for almost 4 years. I feel layers have been healed, but there is much more to go.

I would like to share a profound experience that I recently had in one of Master Sha's advance retreats. Master Sha usually offers Divine treasures for healing to all the retreat participants. In order to receive these Divine Treasures, one has to be approved by either Master Sha or his senior disciples. Some people can be approved all the time and some seldom. The approval system depends on many aspects like purity, love, forgiveness, service, karma, spiritual testing and more. For different people the reason could be different for being selected or not. The guidance is given by Heaven. I used to get approved for everything and after some intense testing I had to really go deeper in my forgiveness in order to be approved.

In the recent retreat, I started to do my forgiveness practice right away. I went very deep. I felt I worked hard. I was bowing down and crying. I asked for forgiveness for everything possible. Any soul that I have ever hurt or harmed in this lifetime and past lifetimes. I went to the extent of thinking about little things and asking forgiveness. I was sitting with another Divine Channel who I am not going to name to respect this beloved one. I saw this Divine Channel was not working hard like me but was in total ease and love. I would look at this Divine Channel and my heart would fill with the most beautiful form of love. This Divine Channel was constantly emanating profound love. This Divine Channel did practices and listened to the teacher and sometimes would say a few sweet words to me. I was in total awe. Next, Master Sha announced a beautiful Divine Treasure and asked all the Divine Channels to come up for approval. Many Divine Channels weren't approved including myself but the Divine Channel sitting near by me was approved. I was just shocked. Heavy in my heart, I came back to the my seat. Near tears, I closed my eyes and asked Heaven. What am I not doing right? I really worked hard. What did I miss? then this absolutely loving voice said "My daughter you forget to love yourself". My jaw dropped. Feeling heavy, I got up and left the room to go for dinner. I felt so sad. The sadness was so deep that I felt disoriented. I felt like I missed this point all my life. I became even harder on myself. For so long, I have been wondering what is going on with me. Heaven helped me to come out of this testing in an amazing way which is another story. I was guided by heaven to go rest in my room that day.

I woke up to much clarity. I started to practice Self-Love in that moment. Afterwards, I was approved for so many things in the retreat which had not happened for a very long time in this way. I became friends with the Divine Channel sitting near me. I could feel a profound level of self-love from this Divine Channel. I have been learning so much from this Divine channel ever since. I knew Heaven was helping me by arranging us to sit together. I felt high level of joy. I felt this strength in my heart and soul that I have not experienced before. I couldn't believe how loving yourself can bring this amazing light forth. I will share in future posts that what you deprive yourself from when you don't love yourself. Shocking realizations came to me. It is like this missing puzzle piece of my soul journey was revealed to me. All of the sudden, I feel connected to everything because I connected to myself.

Today, repeat to yourself, "I am Love". Keep chanting this phrase. This will stir up some emotions. In the beginning when you are saying it, you won't even believe it if you have deep self-love issues but just keep saying it to yourself that you are love. Share your experiences. We will start the healing work in the next post. So whatever starts to happen for you, know that you are embarking a journey to love yourself unconditionally. You are going to heal. It is not easy at times because the patterns are so deep, but we have Master Sha and all the tools that he brought to Mother Earth. We can do it.

I am so grateful that Heaven showed me where I have to work. I can see now that these issues are the root cause of many many blockages in life. I want to heal this and I want to help you all to heal this too.

I am so honored to participate in your healing if you allow me. I love you all so much. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.