In this post, I would like to share about another sign that you are not loving yourself. Once you are aware of the signs, you can definitely heal. Offer yourself a healing or do a practice from Master Sha's books. The patterns will shift for you. The first thing is to become aware of your own patterns. I am going through one pattern myself which I am going to share in this post.
Do you always have some projects and things that you always wanted to do and know that will make you happy? And for some reason you either can't finish them or can't seem to start them? Well this is a sign that you are not giving yourself an opportunity to be happy and successful. I had a few projects that I would love to do and have been procrastinating for years. Some projects I have not started for almost all my life. I have the time. I have the opportunity. I have the finances. On some level, it doesn't even make sense why I would deprive myself from this joy. In the background, there is this pattern that has been playing for me for a very long time that "I am not forgiving myself. I don't deserve this happiness. I am not worthy. I don't deserve the success".
I am starting to work on most of my projects now. It could be very simple things. I will share an example. I have taken some vows to accomplish a few small tasks. Now I am on it. I just finished 3 and almost finishing the 4th and the final vow that I said I would do years ago. I am still trying to figure out some more projects. I want to feel fulfilled. I want to feel the joy of accomplishing a task. I want to contribute to this world.
A few days ago, I became aware of a very important pattern. As I am writing these blog posts for self love, my own issues are coming up to the surface so I am so grateful for this opportunity to serve you. As I serve you, I heal. Thank you for allowing me to do so. Some projects that I have in mind are very creative. I have had these ideas for years. It could be a great contribution to humanity and all souls but I am not doing it.
Why?
I heard a voice in me telling me I am afraid of success. I couldn't believe I had this playing in the background. I asked series of questions to myself.
What will happen if I am successful? What happens if I accomplish these tasks?
These questions showed me an answer. There were lifetimes that I was very successful and went off from my soul journey. I have a fear in me of losing my soul journey. I don't agree with this fear now. This fear is not valid anymore. So I am in the process of healing so I can be successful. If I am successful, I make my Master's Mission successful which is the highest blessing for my soul and my soul journey. Do you see some patterns are not the truth of your being anymore? You have evolved. If you are student of Master Sha then you have been uplifted very high. These patterns are not your truth anymore. Don't let them hold you back. Go Shine. Be successful.
Please share if you feel you have these patterns. I would like us all to do some healing work on them in the next post. I will include some of your patterns. We can chant together to shift a few patterns. We have hope because Master Sha is here on Mother Earth. We have hope because we have all the tools to heal and be successful. I don't even know how to thank my Master anymore. I am touched everyday. I cry everyday. I love you all. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.
Thank you Master Avninder, every time I awaken a little more to the truth. I have many blockages preventing me from loving myself fully. I too have many things I'd like to share with the world but somehow I don't move on with it. I do work on this and I see things are shifting bit by bit. One of the biggest steps I have taken recently is to start with my own soul healing business. Although I haven't started yet, I am about to experience a big break through thanks to all my spiritual fathers and mothers, and of course, Master Sha. We have all the tools we need to transform our blockages, no matter how big they are. I am afraid of success, I am afraid to shine my light, I am afraid to experience abundance, because there are thoughts in my mind telling me I don't deserve it. Yet Master Sha and all my guides and guardians are helping me to transform these thoughts, that I know not to be true! I am so grateful to be given this opportunity to transform all of this. Countless bow downs
ReplyDeletethank you so much master avninder!!! love you :) :) :)
ReplyDeleteDearest Steffi, thank you so much for your heart felt sharing. Dearest Allola thank you for posting your comment. I love you both. Sending much light.
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