Sunday, November 1, 2015

My Experiences and My 'AHA' Moments (Part 13)

As I said in my previous blog post, I will share my very recent AHA moment about Greatest Humility. In my religious holy book, there many stories of greatest humility,  some of which I understood and some I am understanding only now as I walk on my soul journey. In my religion, the spiritual teachers have praised God and the Creator in many different ways. It is very heart touching. The one aspect that I struggled with for a very long time was that some of the spiritual teachers praised God in a way that they said, "You(God) have created me,  You do the wrong and the right through me, I am no one and You are everything. This is all your game and I am just a player. You play through me. I am nothing." I couldn't understand these statements. I really thought that God or the Creator wants everyone to be empowered.  I feel God wants us to believe in our own light and individuality. I feel God wants us to believe in ourselves so we can be powerful. So I  resonate with other prayers, stories and praises of God and not the statements saying "I am nothing".

The soul journey truly is a process. I have learned so much over the years. It's only now I am able to understand these kind of statements from my holy book. It is when the healing of Ego continued in me, I got the AHA. I saw that, yes, God wants us to be empowered and serve the light on earth with confidence. I saw how when we truly believe in ourselves and in our light, we can truly shine and serve others in a powerful way. I saw through my own experiences that when I believed in myself, I had this surge of power that helped me to progress. What I missed was humbleness. Just few days ago, I saw how the Creator is allowing me to heal. I saw how without the Creator's help I won't be successful. I saw how all the glory goes to the Creator. This is one of the powerful ways to stay humble. I feel if the human beings own their karma and learn lessons and at the same time give glory to God for the good and the blessings in their lives, there will be no ego. There will be only gratitude. I saw we can progress so fast in this way. There are very few chances of getting lost in ego this way. I saw the spiritual teachers in my holy book were actually being incredibly humble to the Creator. When we have trust and gratitude in heaven, then heaven will be there for us guiding us in endless ways. I feel so happy to understand this finally. I know there are more layers but I feel such a lightness in my heart to offer praise to God in this way now. I truly feel I am allowed to serve on Mother Earth. I am allowed to be healed. I am allowed to be blessed by my Creator. I am so grateful. I even say I am allowed to carry this gratitude for the Creator. I give all the glory to Heaven, God and the Creator. I don't have to own anything anymore. I feel such a freedom in my heart and soul. I feel such a liberation. It is just amazing.

If we can get out of our own way, life is so beautiful. I must say it is a process though. So enjoy this process. Learn and Grow. I love you so much. I hope this post will also help you. Thank you for reading this blog.



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