In this post I would like to share my purification with subtle Ego. I am pretty sure now that I have many many layers of ego to purify. When one grows on the soul journey, the ego become very subtle and undetectable.
I was facing some challenges with a few souls where I felt I was right. Maybe from some perspective I was right but the intensity of resistance with these souls was very high. No matter what I say, these souls would not see where I was coming from. This struggle grew over the next few weeks to the point where I started to have anxiety attacks. I could not fathom that these souls won't hear me. Soul world was giving me many signs to transform the resistance but I really thought I was right and the other souls had to look into their hearts. I tried so many things to forgive these souls, I would succeed for a day and then I would remember the hurt again and again.
I was facing some challenges with a few souls where I felt I was right. Maybe from some perspective I was right but the intensity of resistance with these souls was very high. No matter what I say, these souls would not see where I was coming from. This struggle grew over the next few weeks to the point where I started to have anxiety attacks. I could not fathom that these souls won't hear me. Soul world was giving me many signs to transform the resistance but I really thought I was right and the other souls had to look into their hearts. I tried so many things to forgive these souls, I would succeed for a day and then I would remember the hurt again and again.
Finally the soul world had to intervene with a hard teaching for me, which brought me right out of this whole ego driven situation. I will put the learning in a point form. I hope this will help you to recognize the subtle ego.
1. DON’T FOCUS ON OTHERS' BEHAVIORS TOO MUCH. IF THEY ARE DOING SOMETHING WRONG, THE KARMA WILL TAKE CARE OF THAT. YOU DON’T WORRY. HEAVEN IS MOST FAIR.
2. ALWAYS LOOK INTO YOUR OWN HEART FOR TRANSFORMATION. IF THE PAIN IS IN YOUR OWN HEART THEN YOU NEED TRANSFORMATION
3. EVEN IF YOU FEEL YOU ARE RIGHT IN AN ARGUMENT, JUST DROP IT. DROP ALL THE KARMIC DRAMA, AND DO THE RIGHT THING, WHICH IS LOVE AND SERVICE.
4. DON’T GO IN CIRCLES THINKING THIS AND THAT. DROP IT ASAP.
5. SEE THE OPPORTUNITY AND EXPRESS YOUR GREATEST GRATITUDE FOR THE DEEPER TRANSFORMATION.
I hope these above points will help you. I learned these points in a very painful way. Now I just drop the karmic drama all together and do the right thing. I do forget this learning at times but my soul reminds me because I have learned in such a painful way. The day heaven give me hard teachings, I went into my room and cried. I was able to do a flow from Heaven and I was told my life was saved through the hard teachings because I could have got lost in my ego. I made a huge jump in my soul journey that day. I am very very grateful for this opportunity today. I can see heaven’s love for me now. I am so happy.
I would like to offer a blessing to everyone who will leave a comment on this post for recognizing ego in your life. This is vital for your soul journey. Once we are aware of our blockages, they can easily transform through practices, healing and blessings. The challenge comes when we are not aware. I pray for the awareness of my mistakes so I may transform them always.
Thank you for reading this blog. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.
Thank you for reading this blog. Thank you for being part of my soul journey.
Beloved Master Avininder, I love you. I would be most grateful for a blessing. Last night I was feeling extremely unloved and in my heart I know that I am loved by heaven in every way. Thank you.
ReplyDeleteDear Master Avi, thank you for sharing this deep teaching about subtle ego. I have been learning this same lesson over and over again. My point was I was 'right.' I have learned it is much more important to be in a state of love, peace and harmony, than to be 'right.' This is a huge lesson. TY Heaven. TY Master Sha. TY all our Heaven's teams who bless us so much to help us to open our hearts to be in love, peace and harmony 24/7. TY again for sharing this deep lesson with all of us. LYLYLY TYTYTY CBD CBD CBD
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing your experience and the steps you took to transform the pain into wisdom. It is much easier to magnify the faults of others than to see them as a mirror for what needs to transform in myself. You are blessed to have received a "hard" tough love teaching to help you see and transform quickly. What a gift. I am honored and welcome the blessing you offer. Thank you for your service. Countless bow downs. Countless bow downs.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your loving sharing and for offering us a Blessing. Shure i know that lessons too, to be right and making another one "not right" brings seperation and pain in our hearts. Byron Katie was a wonderful teacher for me 20 years ago about this issues and more.....We are not our mind and our thoughts, thats a good News :)
ReplyDeleteThank you Master Avninder for the tender LOVE you always offer us, happy to meet you soon , Soulhugs Christine
Dear Master Avninder thank you for this post about the subtle ego...I find it is something that I/we must always remember throughout our day. I wish to purify this more deeply and have the awareness when it is coming up and blocking me from being a pure and humble servant. lylyly
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ReplyDeleteThank you so much for your honesty and sharing from your heart. This has also been an area of great learning for me, to give up the ego and to go into gratitude. Sometimes, it can be quite difficult to identify the subtle ego as you shared. I am grateful that the soul world gives us these opportunities to transform and to grow to become more humble, peaceful, loving servants.
Thank you for all your loving service.
Love you!
Master Lenore
How funny...I just took the time to pen a lovely comment, and then had it all erased when I logged in. LOL So here is my second try...
ReplyDeleteDearest Master Avi,
I remember your profound lovingkindness to me back in Vancouver, B.C. this past spring when I was a sad and hurting soul. To this day I am still grateful for it, and I send you my love.
Ironically, I just posted a query this evening on my FB page, about the challenges with reconciling the great spiritual teachings and worldly activism. I think that now I have the answer. Thank you Heaven, and thank you Master Avi for being the channel of the message.
With Greatest Love,
Lisa
Dearest Bre, Gloria, Christine O, Christine L, Lily, Master Lenore and Lisa. I love you all. I offering you all a healing blessing for recognizing Ego in your life. Thank you for this opportunity to serve you all. LY LY LY TY TY TY
ReplyDeleteThank you for your beautiful sharings. I too can see the subtle ego in my daily life, and it is about remembering to transform my own heart and soul and not to worry or concern myself with what the other person is or is not doing. The other person is only a gift for me to see what I need to transform. LYLYLY!!!
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