My Experiences and My 'AHA' Moments (Part 10)

I wanted to wake up one day, and be like a saint, forever full of love, forgiveness, compassion, light and more.  Magically, I want to be the best person ever. I want to just turn on that switch and never turn it off. I have been doing spiritual practices and attending so many retreats but I am not able to do so.  Even though my beloved spiritual Master has given me the title of  ‘Master’ and made me a divine channel, I am still not able to be that person all the time.  I started to think about the saints in history.  Some saints go for meditation for many years. Growing up, I personally knew one saint who went to meditate for 14 years. He was extraordinary in many ways and full of love and light. My contemplation on this subject continued for some time until I had another AHA moment. 

Master Sha often says that it is easier to move mountains then to change a person’s personality.  The ancient saints needed to get away from all the negativities, worldly temptations and much more in order to have the change.   It took them many years to transform. This knowledge brought some level of peace to me that no matter what “THE SOUL JOURNEY IS A PROCESS”.  

One day after a meditation, I saw in my 3^rd eye a beautiful image of a lotus coming out of the mud. I saw how the mud was very thick. I knew, the thickness of the mud represents the worldly temptations and distractions from the soul journey. The lotus flower was beautiful and blooming with love and light. As I looked at the image for a message, I received that when you spend years in meditation, this is what one’s soul journey looks like. In the very next image I started to see the image of my own soul journey.  I saw great thickness in the mud and ‘I’ as a lotus coming out. The lotus was a very beautiful crystalline pink and white in color but I started to see these little thin tubes coming out of the lotus and going into the mud. Instantly I received a greater insight into my own soul journey. I received a message that though my beloved teacher Master Sha has brought me out of the mud,  I still have these karmic tubes connecting me to the mud. These karmic tubes needs be cut off one by one. It is truly a process to do so. I need to be very persistent and have an unshakable heart to continue to walk on this path. I also received this feeling of great hope that this goal is achievable.  My beloved Master has given me the opportunity to stay in the real world and become the lotus out of the mud as soon as possible. I am so grateful for this opportunity. I feel peace about my struggles now. I am continuing to purify the tubes that connecting me to the mud still, but I am using all the tools that my Master has given me to do so. 

I hope this post will help you and serve you. Thank you for reading this blog.

Enjoy the Tao Song of Light. May your life be filled with love and light. May you become the lotus flower that your soul always wanted to be.