Wednesday, May 13, 2015

My Experiences and My 'AHA' Moments (Part 3)

My Experience:
Today I would like to share a miracle that happened recently. On my healing journey, I started to pay attention to the areas in my life that caused me deep pain. One of the most painful days in the year for me has always been my birthday. I noticed I have a deep longing to feel special and to be loved on this particular day. Usually, on my birthday I experience pain in my heart that is very unique and deep, in part because I have so many expectations of receiving love and support from my family. I must say that since I have received karma cleansing for healing all my relationships from Dr. and Master Zhi Gang Sha, all of my relationships have improved. The transformation in my relationships has been amazing and miraculous. I started to get attention from the outside world and also at home. I always wanted to be accepted in my family and I felt this was my biggest struggle in life. Seeking acceptance from everyone has brought me to another lesson but I won’t discuss that today. I will share this deep lesson in my future posts.

 
So back to my recent miracle. This year on my birthday, I woke up all healed. When the clock struck 12am, the pain that I had always experienced was there. Actually, it was very deep pain. I was expecting a phone call from my loved one and I was creating pain with my expectations. I didn't recognize it in that particular moment but I turned everything into gratitude and let it go. The AHA moment came when I started to chant for someone's healing the same night. At 1:45 am, as I chanted for this person's healing, I became empty. I surrendered totally to the Divine. In that moment, I saw I was so complete and loved by Divine. All the expectations and desires vanished. In that moment I knew everything was karmic illusion and actually I have the choice to be part of this illusion and stay in pain or surrender and feel the truth which is: I am loved exactly the way I am. I was full of love. I went back to bed and woke up in love. I had no expectations from anyone and I got everything. People loved me and celebrated my birthday. The soul world did a very special arrangement for my healing on my birthday. It was the most incredible day and important day of my life. It was such a big transformation. That night in the moment of unconditional service I was shown the truth. I am so grateful.
 

My AHA's:

 LOVE IS THE TRUTH. WE ARE SO LOVED. IF THERE WAS NO KARMA WE ARE LEFT WITH ONLY LOVE

THE EXPECTATIONS CAUSE MUCH PAIN. SEE THE TRUTH, THAT EVERYTHING AROUND IS KARMA. PEOPLE AND ESPECIALLY FAMILY  IS ACTING OUT OF THEIR KARMA WITH YOU AND YOU ARE PERCEIVING EVERYTHING FROM YOUR KARMA. SEE BEYOND THE ILLUSION.

I will like to offer you a blessing so you can see beyond your karma one day. One way of seeing beyond your karma is to stay in your "Zhong" (sacred place in your abdomen where the Source/Tao resides.) Today I understand Master Sha's teachings even deeper and I see how the teachings are so practical and profound. Please read Master Sha's TAO1 and TAO2 books. The other way to see beyond your karma is to stay in the condition of love. Master Sha Shares "WHAT YOU CHANT IS WHAT YOU BECOME". So chant "Divine Love" or "Greatest Love" all of the time. Also, it helps if we are doing a continuous forgiveness practice so whenever we encounter karma or we act out of our own karma, we can instantly transform through forgiveness.

Prepare for this healing blessing
Open your heart and Chant these lines below

DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE
DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE
DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE
DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE
DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE
DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE
DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE
DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE  DIVINE LOVE

(chant for 5 minutes)

I saw in my third eye (spiritual eye) Divine smiling and offering blessings. The Divine will bless you too. Please share your experiences. thank you for being part of my life and soul journey. Thank you for reading this blog. 





1 comment:

  1. Thank you Avi for your openness and sharing. This searching for love and acceptance is really looking for that unconditional Love that deep inside we know we really deserve because it is part of us and has always been ours from the Divine. And when we understand this and accept this we no longer need to hear it from others. This Love is ours and has always been ours and will always be ours, It is a difficult thing to comprehend so all we can do is accept this Love and Be in Love. Since Love is the essence of the Divine - Divine doesn't seem to know or be capable of interacting any other way with us. Horray for that!

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